Now I gained wisdam!? (Another words I am getting old!?) I started to see the pattern.

 

When you are under stressful siyuation, you are able to handle it, but after the period is over, stress truly hit you and make you wonder "Why am I always tired?" etc... Then go back to 1 month, 3 months, 5 months....

then you will see the cause of it :)

 

Try to find out what is balanced person and never show jelous and compititive mind at work place. That is the key to do well with people around you.

But this balanced personality is very much of the key. Write out the chart to find it.